Thursday, September 29, 2011

Blank~~

Anyeong~~
Just changed my blog musics.. Hee:)
Accidentally heard this song and let me think about the scenes in Fullmetal Alchemist..
It is a anime that I love it few years ago.. I repeat watching it for 4 times.. It's crazy I know.. It's not a short story, it's almost 100 episodes , if I'm not wrong.. Hee:)
I love this song much.. Everytime when I heard it, I really burst into tears.. The songs touched me very much.. It's about the main character, Edward, wanted to recover his and his brother, Elric's bodies.. They lost their body parts while they tried to revive their mum..
Hmm... It's a very touch and nice story.. So that's why I repeat watching it non-stop.. I memorizes the whole story..
Haixx~~ Why can't I put this "memorizing" on my study.. Weird~~~
Today I have my exam on Science.. I think it is ok.. Didn't have any big problem on it.. Now I'm waiting for my next week trial exam on Maths and Additional Maths.. I also put some hope on my account actually.. I wanted to score it much.. But just because it is Malay, so I lost my interests on it.. Funny right? I know that.. I also feel myself very funny..
Convocation is coming on the next Saturday.. Oh gosh~~~ I suffer whole month on my costume.. Even now, I'm still suffering and I haven't buy anything yet.. Do convocation really need to wear dress? I really fade up to wearing those kinds of things.. It make me feel uncomfortable.. I feel sick wearing those~~!!
1 month and 19 days will be my SPM.. I hope my Malay subject can pass and I can get the certificate to apply college.. Actually my dad already apply the form for me for oversea studying.. Really, SWEAT~~~~ I haven't finish SPM yet, he already wanted to send me oversea already.. Really OMG~~~

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

人心

太过坦白会换来不好的气氛。
这样的情景,我尝试过。可能我太过于天真,认为跟书上写的一样,只要坦白,我们之间的距离就会拉近,误会也会明朗化。
某女跟我说过,任何事只要往肚里吞,一切就会过去。说的果然比做得还简单。说时认为,这很简单啊。只要不理就可以了,可是真正发生时,心里面难免还是会在意,会去注意。
这几天我都是这样渡过的。真的希望时间快点过,那么我就可以摆脱现在的不协调气氛。
有一个人,只从某天就对我特别反感。不是我对他,而是他对我。我不知道我做了什么得罪了你,如果是真有冒犯之出,我向你道歉。不知是不是我敏感了,只觉得你对我好像不像之前那样和气罢了。
可能是我跟这班人的命格不怎么和吧。抑或是,我个人问题。再怎么想,大多数人都会认为,我多次与友谊不和,都是属于后者关系。应该是这样吧,不然我也不会拥有那么多的anti-fans。
看来,我还是适合宅在家里的宠物,不适合在外到处走动。