活着，很累。

又回来了。

其实放大假了，本该开开心心的。可是，我今天心情真得不怎么好。心里，脑里，一直闪这一句话。

或许，真真不该出现在这个世界的是，我。不该生存下来的，是我。一切的不该，是我。

我终于明白，为什么每个人都有自杀的念头。还记得几个月前，看见别人自杀的报道觉得那个人很蠢，真是蠢得可以。可是当那个念头是自身出来的，自己就会发觉，那反而是一种解脱，是一种自由。

当一个人活着真的很累，好想倒下去，永远也不用烦恼。可是现实生活中，应该没那么简单吧。

是我太娇纵，生活太安逸，还是我不懂生活的现实？

Lame~~

Anneong~~

It's midnight, but i can't sleep in.. Maybe this week I always sleep very late, so it makes me can't sleep in early..><
Next week is my last SPM week.. I'm having account and Chinese.. Huuuu~~~~ Hope that is easy like a piece of cake.. Two days later, will be more busy I think.. Preparing to go to the embassy of US in KL.. Hope that will success doing the US Visa..
Haixxx~~~~~~~~~~ Totally no idea what gonna write here.. Let just stop it..
Annyeong~~