Sunday, June 30, 2013

Life~ Haixx!

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Hehe~ (AWKWARD!!!)
Hi guys~ It's been awhile not coming here.. I almost forget I have a Blog, My 2nd HOME~
More than 6 months had past (I think), since my last post.. Hmm~ I kinda forget how to write "BLOG"!
During this PERIOD, my life has no changes.. It's same--eat, sleep, shit.. Ow~ recently added one, STUDY! Oh god~ Finally I'm STUDYING!! I think my parents are going to cry if they realize how hard is their daughter studying.. Erm~ it's not really "hardworking", but at least it's better than high school, probably.. Haha~
Before coming back to Seattle, starting my school life, I've made up my mind being a chemical engineer.. Such an awesome dream right??? Wanting people to call me Doctor Wong so much.. Hahahahaha~ Shame on me, imagining such a big dream!
Recall back to my high school thinking, I hate studying! I hate MATH so bad! But now, I'm studying so hard for MATH, taking CHEMICAL ENGINEERING as my major.. Whenever I'm thinking about my major, it always surprise me. Why I want to take such a hard course as MAJOR? WHY???!!!!
DUHH! Life is hard~ If life is easy, we don't need to suffer that much every single day.. Right??!? Agree??!?
To be honest, this major really drives me often.. I really think that I'm not at the correct pathway, but I still want to do it.. My determination is supporting me to do it, motivating myself to go for it.. I do have passion on it.. Why make it afraid to go for it, I think it's just I'm too diffidence.. When you're diffidence, you can't do anything.. I know this basis, but I still can't control my brain! Urghh~~
Haixx~ I always hope I'm still a high school student, living decadently. Such an awesome life~!! Don't you have the same feeling too????
Oh god~ Studying is not easy! Life is not EASY!!
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