Isit Love him?

Relationship really is a problematic thing.. It make ppl feel happy, it make ppl sad.. For me, love this kind of relation Is a difficult and annoying thing..
I reali confuse on something.. Something that I never touch before.. A lot of teens, especially girls love it.. That's LOVE.. She-male loves much.. They are thinking about a wonderful and romantic love story.. Haixx~!! For me, I mean for young de me, I dislike loving this relation.. It hurts ppl very much and it will also been betray if you too trust on him/her..
I reali don't know what to do about him.. He always say he loves me.. Erm.. I admit that I also like him
larhx.. Just I don't know I suppose to accept or not.. Maybe this a girl's mao dun feelings bha.. Wanna together but scared been hurt.. I don't know, I din have this kind of experience.. After he start to say he won't give up me, he always tells me he loves me.. Hmm.. I admit I feel happy on that la.. To the truth, my heart already accept him just my mind haven't.. I really scared he will hurt me or I can't leave him if we break up.. I don't want to be that stupid.. I don't want be sad just because of a guy.. That really look so stupid.. Pig, what u need to do to you lea? You really make me very fan orhx.. You ask me to be your mui? To the truth I'm happy when I heard that and I also accepted you at first.. But after I think back, I dislike our brother and sister relation.. This like already confirm our relation just can stop at this stage.. OMG~!! I reali been crazy on it.. That day he say something that make my feeling very sour.. He say I must tell him when I fall in love with another guy.. It hit my weakness.. This make me feel that I reali hurt him very deeply.. Haixx~!! I asked him to give up before but he say won't give up and say he will make me slowly accept him.. Wu~ I scared I will lose la.. But, I dint mind I will lose to him la.. XD I reali crazy le la~!! Mamamiya~!! Ah dear and ah bii say I really love him warhx and I dont realize.. Isit true? I don't know.. Not experienced before.. Sometimes feel you very childish, but I din angry even that I reali dislike childish guys ok.. I won't give face if that guy childish.. Feel sienxx.. But I shocked that I will go tam you.. Is it this Zheng Ming I like you? Haixx~!! I think I'm not brave enough to start o love ba, even is you start to ask..