Release

It's an afternoon,a hot afternoon that day he told me 'THAT' thing.. He say he is in a relationship when i just awake during a relaxing holiday.. HE told me the girl's name, places of education, birth, bla,bla,bla.. He still told me that, she look alike me.. Sweat~!!
He say that i'm his adopted sister, the first adopted sister.. He say he will treat me very nice, because he wan to treat me that nice and he also says that he loves me.. I'm a human being, a fullfilled-feelings human being.. This kind of Sweet words collapsed my feeling to reject.. HE promised he will wait me until I accepted him and he say he wound not wan to get a relationship with other girls just because he wanted to wait for me.. It's truely touch my heart..
But, what i still can say.. It's over,everything is ended up now.. Cheats will break in one day, even how you hide it.. But luckily he din cheat me.. He tell me the truth.. But he break our promise.. He are not loyal to the promises that he said out.. Totally disappointed.. I think that he is a special guy for me, but it isn't.. You are still the same, about wait me or whatever you promised me, you maybe have forgotten, maybe you treat it as a game.. But, i'm still a stupid and naive girl.. I trust what your sweet word to me.. I trust that what you promise, even that, i know it's hard to be.. You break the promised, you break the trust from me..
That day,you find me and told me that things is our last day.. The last day that i'll treat you that active and near.. From the next day start, you and I are leaving in parallel place.. We wont meet and we wont have any relation.. I deleted your contact from my phone, i do not wan to sms you and reply you,that's it.. You and me, THE END~!!!
You message me and ask me to chat with you.. You say no one will accompany you.. Except me, no one will chat with you.. Go your gf or someone else, What for finding me? Am I a Spare Tyre? When you been dump or bored then find me? Sorry, I'm not that cheap and turning around on your world.. I have my own life, my own world..
You are the one who released my hand before i released yours.. You have released, so what the purpose that i'm still so upset there? I choose to released ow, then why you come back again? I'm not wrong, because you are the one who give up and break our promises..