Past Life VS Current Life~

Looking back to my old posts in my blog just found that I used to be a troublesome girl before too~ So TROUBLESOME!
Sensitive feelings, mistrust friends, etc. A lot~!!
Why I'm so sensitive?!?!?!?! I wonder too.. Am I just too bored, thinking too much all the time? Or I'm just under too much stress?? But, I think if I didn't go through these experiences in my life, I won't be a better person or grow. Those were "awesome" experiences, I bet!
My secondary school life, awful! Especially recorded in my blog! Love, friendship and family~ None of it is consider "happy"..
Why my life is that pathetic?!?!? WHY!!!!?????
I think, God somehow start to treat me better on any relationship.. He starts avoiding the experiences that I had before coming close to me.. I appreciate it.. I start not to suffer that much now on any relationship.. Yet, he starts punishing me to not study when I'm in Malaysia!! Wu~~ WHY!!!??? Why you do that to me!!!???
Homeworks and studies are a lot every single day! I'm crying for help every single day because of school works!
Haixx~~ God is TOO fair enough.. He won't make your life awesome, perfect! He will make it "balance"--make you blame on something every single day, every single hour!

Summer Quarter 2013 starts!

OMG~~~~~~~ Unbelievable! I can't believe that school is starting so soon~ WOW~!!!
2 weeks before, I'm still enjoying my life, telling everyone that I'm enjoying my break.. But, time passes so fast! School is starting in next few hours~
To be honest, my feeling of having classes again is kind of contradictory. A part of me feels happy because is not going to be bored; another part if me just hate it soo much!!! Haixx~ I'm going to have Schizophrenia soon, I think..
I really want to escape school, quit studying, but I can't!! I hate it!!!