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Hye guys~~ Today is a hot hot weather.. (Excuse me,is everyday!!!) ok fine.. This fews days is my holiday and today is my forth holiday.. I've got a lot of projects and homework.. But it seems i treat this things as RUBBISH!!! Actually i'm not reali dont want to do,just i din have those kinds of heart to do so.. A teacher told us before,dont treat form four life as your honeymoon.. It is a foolish thinking.. Actually i fully trust it bacause it reai give me tis feelings.. Higher forms syllabus is a tough work.. I realize it when i start my lesson starts.. I try to use to it,but it looks like din works.. Because it is hard for me to change my lifestyle.. I can say i'm a lazy and stupid plus stubborn person.. I just follow what i think and do what i want.. I dont care what others feeling when both of THEM start quarrel.. They make me realize something..That is,Love cant stay long.. No matter what you promise before the marriage.. So i dont trust about love or caring.. Because this things will change.. The things that wont change is money.. So no matter what i wont trust and jump into that stupid world.. Even i still a teenage,and having a dream,reading a love and caring novel..I'll control myself not to have in my real life,because real life is not easy to live.. It is a stupid way to make it true in real life..
Ok,just get it off n my negative thinkng.. That's not my title for today.. Actually i just feel that my friends around me is changing.. The one who din change is me.. HAving no changes in my life.. This not a good way for me.. I think i reali must do something to change myself.. Hey~~ Dont worry, i dont mean to change it into a more negative person.. Just change my attitude of studying.. Must not be proud of what you study.. Must get more knowledge to other well-reader or well-informer..
So.. This is the end of my story today.. Hope will see you guys again.. May God Bless You!!!