Friendship, True or Fake?

Is this gonna happen again? Breaking up with friends.. I dont know what to comment about.. I just know that it will break up few weeks or few months later.. You ak me why, I have no idea also.. They totally ignore me, from morning till finish school.. It make feel that they totally don't want to talk to me.. Am I mistaken? I don't know.. I just know that I get totally angry on it.. Whenever I do anyhitngs, surely I'll look for them and see what are they doing.. But for them, they totally DONT CARE, COMPLETELY IGNORE.. SHIT~!! Fade up, it made me totally fade up.. You all just enjoy what you all are doing, enjoying yours EXCITED conversation.. You all completely din feel what I feel and also din care what I feel, when you all treat me like this.. You all treat me just like a DOG~!! A dog that serves ou all.. When you call, i come; when you get accompanied, you all just throw me alone there, talk also lazy want to talk to me.. Not I'm too sensible, is you all make it too clearly le.. I just want to igonore because I need you, friend, but you all.. You all din treat me as friends before ok.. I reali what I should do and talk about.. It makes me totally speechless on that day, just left anger.. I dont know that you all treat me as a real friend or a fake friend.. Bha.. I just can do a thing, that's, wait yours 'judgement'.. That's it..