Friendship Again

A few days before i was talking something about friendships here.. Well, it have some changes between us again.. Her best fren means my enemy,(PS: Diu~~ I very dislike that noob girl de lo.. Tai Lin Ngong den!!!)and her had broken their relationship.. Actually this news din make me feel anyrthing at all.. No shock,no happiness,no sad or watever.. The first time i din cox of her then change all my mind.. To the truth, i very angry her that day she leaves me.. Hey guys, dont be mistaken,i mean is frenship.. FRIENDSHIP!!! Ok, come on back.. Well,actually i have been quarrel every year one or two time.. Everytime i'll surrender, because i dont want to lose a fren,i think everyone think like tis,we dont want to lose a best fren.. But she reali does hurt me very deeply,you are my best friend and you just coz of your feelings then drop me down? Do you ever think about,did i hurt? I think you sure will think about, but not at once when you did it to me.. Is when it is over then you will found out, i have been hurt.. Why can you ignore me such a long time? But during this time, i already realise, i can say i totally woke up.. I dont want to talk behind the back of you about your anythings.. Here,i just wan to say out that i wont be the gurl anymore.. The gurl that can accept you and betray by you and wont blame you.. i know you will feel 不削.. Because this reali is from my heart and you didn't ask for.. So i just can say it is an experience for me to know you more.. Someone keep tell me that dont follow someone,follow you more better because you not like her so fake.. But i din hear her advice even i know that's true.. I reali very tired.. Tiring for why i still cant get deeply in your friendship list and just is your best best fren? I know everyone sure will have option to choose frens,but i'm reali weird on why you will dislike me.. We be frens for so long time why still couldn't 体谅 my 任性? Why everyone must treat me so strict? Cant giving me a loose rule to be fren? I reali very tired to forgive ppl.. I can forgive ppl,but no one forgive me? No one just let me be a kid? So what for being a fren? You just care your new best fren and ignore me.. I reali dont know what you treat me as.. I reali dont get it.. And what is my purpose to staying beside you,even today you been ignore or bla bla bla.. Actually i also need to say sorry for today,because you just been betray by someone and we still treat you alone.. But at last i still get an information say you and HER untie the mistaken between you two.. From the truth i din feel any happiness to it,because i reali dislike her.. I dont want HER to appear at my any sights.. She's totally a BULLSHIT GIRL!!! She reali dont know what Shame means.. So if you feel comfortable with her then you follow her,if not comfartable with her it's an advice here.. Leave her.. As far as you can.. One day you will get hurt on physically.. Well,that's the end.. Actually i hope you saw this post and you know what i'm trying to give the message.. I dont want to say in front because it will make us quarrel again..