Irritate Frienship

Long time no see..^^ Erm.. I mean long time not here..^^ Hehe..
Well,well.. I think i always wont give up a topic that about friendship here.. LoLz.. Same topic.. Feel so annoyed and irritate for me.. But i think posting something here is a way to say out and to give an advice or experience to my lovely reader.. OMG!!! Why i feel every year also having a same question.. Hor~~ sure my life not good,UNLUCKY~~ ><
(Reader: Stop that stupid annoying and start your TITLE ><****)(Me:O...Okok..==)
Ok,let's start.. I went to her blog just now.. Look at her new post,i found that she actually wanted to be friends with us just like last time.. Actually, i reali wan to be friends,be a best best friend with you,but it looks like we are not suitable.. Our topic is different.. Our world is different.. Say the truth, you say people din appreciate you to be her friends, actually you are the one who not appreciate.. I reali treat you as my best friends, my little sister to love and care.. Just because of you feel irritate to me then leave me.. What The Fuck!!! What are you thinking about?! Why you wan to leave me and now you say it like we betray and throw you away? Bii, Dear and me not that rude and cruel person,didn't you know.. Even you leave me and treat me like this before i also din do anything bad to you.. I still keeep you as a very very ordinary friend.. I know that i cant say something bad of you here.. But that post reali make me feel that all is our's fault.. I know we got or fault,but the most wrong is you.. Din you think why people treat you like tis? I know you try to start to change your attitude,but from my side,i din see any changes, i still found that it look more worst.. You starting to become her,the girl who i hate it much.. Haixx.. Sometimes i not reali wan to talked about you,but you make feel that you change.. You changes a lot.. I think you din feel it and will say this is our reason to hate you.. Everyone will change during growth, just see what type of person will you grow.. I reali feel very hopeless and speechless to you.. I just can say not i dont want be friends with you, is i cant.. Because you hurt me very deeply.. I still feel the time that you betray me.. It's like a thorn in my heart.. You are so dangerous for me.. I cant stand that you betray me again..