Christmas Eve

Such a crowded night~!! Full of noises around the city.. Such noisy night, fullfilled of noises around Starbuck--places that I'm in now.. Haixx~!!
Tonight, Christmas Eve, a night that full of parties and 'joyful', for me just noisy~!! Just like a group of people sitting behind me.. {=='''} My eardrums almost spoil~!!! Come on, speak softly please~!!
Every year on this day, I dream to have a big big party with my friends, having countdown with them together.. I think that is quite fun.. Hmm.. Better than sitting here be a 'statue', being an aged person.. I'm just 16 ok.. Haixx~!!! I think I just can keep sighing at this rate.. 16 years, nothing change in celebration except Chinese New Year.. Hmm.. Well, I used to celebrate birthday.. Now, just like nothing.. Is a day that my mum doesn't need to cook.. Sweat~!!!
11:40pm something.. 20 mins later will be Christmas.. Will Santa give me a present.. Hohoho~!!! IN MY DREAM~!!! I know that.. Haixx~!!! I want a present~!! Want it so sickly~!!! Someone please send me~!!
Haixx~!!! Whatever now.. I will have it in my Uni life.. Swear IT~!!!
Wish you all a Happy Christmas.. Muackxx~!!!!

SHINee Day~!!!

HOI~~HOI~~ Long time no see~!! XDD
HI everyone.. Recently, I'm getting mad on something.. Something girls CRAZY ON this year.. That's KOREAN ARTIST~!! Haha~!! Actually, i used to get crazy at FT. Island because they are so cute and SO LENG ZAI~!! Haha.. It looks like i'm a pervert.. Hahaha~!! I'M NOT, OK~!! Dont mistaken.. Although that i always watch BL Anime, just because that they have a awesome looking as a Animation and the 'power' as a MAN.. OMO~!!! They really look very MAN~!!! Oops~!! Out of topic, i know.. Hee :)
Ok, come on back.. Recently, i've been attracted by a group handsome guys also.. They are very young,the youngest among them is just 17, a number older than i am.. But he still good looking and looks great.. AWESOME MAN~!!! Their ages are just 17~20 ONLY.. They are SHINee~!!

I love them so much~!! Muackxx~!!!


A programme make me know more about them, more about SHINee.. They really look very awesome.. They are cute, funny, cool, etc..

Let's have some simple introduction on them.. I'll do this in CHINESE VERSION..

温柔队长

艺名：温流【ONew】【온유】

本名：李珍基【Lee Jinki】【이진기】

队内职务：队长，主唱

出生年月日：14 December 1989

星座：射手座

昵称：牛牛、温牛、温小队

血型：O型

兴趣/专长：唱歌，钢琴，汉语

个人技：模仿唐老鸭的叫声

闪耀主唱

艺名：钟铉【Jong Hyun】【종현】

本名：金钟铉【Kim Jonghyun】【김종현】

队内职务：主唱，合音

出生年月日：08 April 1990

星座：白羊座

昵称：金Bling（不灵）、小恐龙、JJONG（小时候的外号）

血型：AB型

兴趣/专长：看电影，唱歌，作词，汉语 睡姿：睁着眼睛睡

万能钥匙

艺名：Key【shinee-key 】【Key】【키】

本名：金基范【Kim Ki Bum（Gi Bom）】【김키범】

队内职务：主唱，Rapper ，领舞

出生年月日：23 September 1991

星座：天秤座

昵称：万能钥匙、KK、KeyBum、锁头君

血型：B型

兴趣/专长：Rap，Dance，Water Ski，汉语，英语

Charisma

艺名：珉豪【Min Ho 】【민호】

全名：崔珉豪【Choi Minho】【최민호】

队内职务：Rapper，合音

出生年月日：09 Dcember 1991

星座：射手座

昵称：克里斯马（Charisma）、火花、崔大、韩牛

兴趣/专长: 足球，篮球，表演，汉语，英语

可爱老幺

艺名：泰民【Tae Min】【태민】

本名：李泰民【Lee Taemin】【이태민】

队内职务：主领舞

出生年月日：18 July 1993
星座：巨蟹座
昵称：泰迪、泰民鸡、西瓜、老小、Tae、萌神、蘑菇、跳舞机器、die米哩（小时候的外号，中文翻译为“搓澡的”）

血型：B型 兴趣/专长: 听音乐, Poping dance, 钢琴, 汉语

Haha~!! How is it? Do they look awesome? I think you all think same as me too, right? XD

Sorry that i uses Chinese to intro them to you.. Sorry~!!

Among all of them, the most I like are JongHyun and Key, even that JongHyun has a girlfriend now.. But I still love him very much~!! His voices attracts me a lot.. OMO~!!! And about Key is, his eyes.. So charming~!! I do LOVE his eyes so much~!!! And another reason is he sings very well also.. Haha~!!

SO CUTE~!!!

They can also be very MAN and COOL too~!!! That's why I love Korean Artist so much~!!

WOW~!!! It's so late now.. Making this post is not easy at all.. Used for 4 hours.. Phew~!! Eyes so tired~!!!

It's time to say goodbye again.. Bye everyone~!!!

倒数

世上有一句话叫做，人家出钱，我出命。我个人绝绝对对不是这样的人。可是今天我今天就应证了这一句话在“我”本人的身上。
老爸今天带我，我老妈和我舅去吃‘自助餐’。够酷吧？在节食中的我，早餐是绝对不会碰的，因为还在睡。嘿嘿嘿~！！所以，赘肉绝对会少，那‘一咪咪’。虽然还是胖，可是最少不会胖得离谱。可是现在，现在，我，我。呜呜呜呜~！！妈呀~！！我快昏了。我的肚皮出来跟我say Haloo 了。原本不想吃酱多的，可是‘甜点’他们一直跟我打招呼，害我犯罪。欲哭无泪。哎~！！趁这几天时间，用‘睡眠方式’减肥了。
时间一分一秒的过。我的生日也一分一秒的过去，迎接新的一天。真不想就这样过去，我的生日。一年一度的生日。哎~~
谢谢各位给我的祝语。80位facebook的友人，谢谢你们。Kamsamida~！！Arigato~！！

一年一度

生日让人想到什么呢？派对`长大`成熟，等的字眼吧。
今天也是老娘的一年一度的生`日。哈哈哈~！！谢谢在FB上各位的祝贺。有这么多人祝福我，让我感到很兴奋的说。呵呵呵~！！今年的庆生根往年没啥不同，一样的人，事，物。很无聊的Sweetie 16。哎~！！没办法，谁叫我是金丝雀，注定困在家中成长，庆生。哎~~人生真的无聊的紧。
哎~！！看来我注定得无聊的度过我的Sweetie 16吧。吾~！！好可怜哦~！！ TT

‘家’，真的温暖吗？

够了，我受够了。我真的很累了，好吗。你们真的当过我是家人吗？我一点也没感觉到。我只感觉到你们在关心‘你们的儿子’而已，仅此而已。为什么一定要拿我和他比较？每个人都有它的生存方式，自己的生存地带，不能随意改变的。执意的改造他人，得到虽然是你们想要的成果，可是却看不到那个人的快乐。我真的受够这个家了。为什么你们只想到‘你们’的儿子，却没有想过我，你们的女儿？我不是生来让你们当炮灰的。你儿子出事不用拿我来开骂，不要在我面前一直提。他读不到书就开间店给他；我读不到书就不用去念了，免得浪费钱。你们什么思想啊？！太夸张，太过分了吧？干脆说把我卖掉算了，还能用那钱养你们呢。还有，我不是金丝雀，不用把我供在家里当雕像。让我扩展一下社交圈不会真么样的。我要当白鸽眼。我连小学朋友都不行？跟朋友逛个街也被管得死死的。拜托，喝茶而已捏，不是去clubbing，喝酒。说真的，要不是我还有跟几个小学朋友联络，人家还以为我死了呢。你们就酱不相信我的人格？只相信你们说位‘比我还聪明的哥哥’？你们都吗帮帮忙，都不这儿，干吗酱？你们真的，很狗咯。
哥，你也拜托下啦，不要再搞麻烦好吗？你麻烦不止是你的事，你还会连累我。我不想我原本能够做的事，全被你因为在那儿闯的祸而慢慢地被剥削。我很无辜好吗？所以麻烦你一下，体谅下你‘唯一’也是你的‘亲妹妹’好不？我快给你整死了。不对，是“你们”整死了。好心情时，有说有笑，又是情时，那我来当炮灰。我不是生来让你们玩的。
我要的是一个能够体谅我，关心我，动我，温暖的家；而不是一个，只重视大的，当我是犯人`机器人的家。我真的受够了。这什么跟什么嘛。

Suffer? Happy? Miserable?

I totally get mad,i mean crazy there.. OMO~!!! So emotional.. @@
First,very happy that i finish my EXCEL le.. Muahahahaha~!! Very happy xia de.. Most of the subjects get 50 over marks.. TRUELY, OK.. Actually i must be very happy, but i cant.. Cox my BM fail.. Oh My~!!! If i din fail surely i'll be happy till die.. But... Wu~!! Why?! Why i will fail?! I reali very hardworking on doing that le.. Tomorrow taking report card.. Shivering~!!! ><
Is November now.. It means that, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING.. MUAHAHAHAHA~!! Present please, My DEAR FRIENDS~!!^^ I will very appreciate.. Hehe:)
Well, this is all for today.. Gotta go.. ^^

雨天

又是雨天。已经下了足足一个星期的雨了，而且还是晚上才来下。冷~！！
小时候，我特爱大大的太阳或者下大雨，那算是我娱乐的‘工具’之一吧。汗颜~！！现在的我，看到这些天气应该惟恐不及吧。
太阳，不只伤害我天生就不好的皮肤，而且会让目前是胖子的我，感到热死；下雨，不只会让目前体质不好的我常生病，而且会让我的头发受损。唉~人长得越大就越麻烦。

没有你，日子依然

那天你看到了我在facebook的帖子，你说你知道我再说你。你告诉我，别再说了，你很伤心，很受伤。可是我呢？你又想过我听见你告诉我那件事时的感受吗？你一味的说，却没想过我。我只是个女生，一个普普通通的女生，我没你想像的那么勇敢，那么坚强。因为这样，我，放手了。我不想争取什么，因为我知道太迟了，而且，我没资格争取什么。是我先拒绝的，不是吗。
那件事后，你已经开始不联络我了。我该说是好事，还是坏事呢? 心，还真矛盾呢。很多事情都是我先开口的，可是，后悔的还是我。为什么每次都是这样？难道没有一次是自己的导向要得吗？烦死了~！！
就让时间忘却这短暂的感情吧。

Release

It's an afternoon,a hot afternoon that day he told me 'THAT' thing.. He say he is in a relationship when i just awake during a relaxing holiday.. HE told me the girl's name, places of education, birth, bla,bla,bla.. He still told me that, she look alike me.. Sweat~!!
He say that i'm his adopted sister, the first adopted sister.. He say he will treat me very nice, because he wan to treat me that nice and he also says that he loves me.. I'm a human being, a fullfilled-feelings human being.. This kind of Sweet words collapsed my feeling to reject.. HE promised he will wait me until I accepted him and he say he wound not wan to get a relationship with other girls just because he wanted to wait for me.. It's truely touch my heart..
But, what i still can say.. It's over,everything is ended up now.. Cheats will break in one day, even how you hide it.. But luckily he din cheat me.. He tell me the truth.. But he break our promise.. He are not loyal to the promises that he said out.. Totally disappointed.. I think that he is a special guy for me, but it isn't.. You are still the same, about wait me or whatever you promised me, you maybe have forgotten, maybe you treat it as a game.. But, i'm still a stupid and naive girl.. I trust what your sweet word to me.. I trust that what you promise, even that, i know it's hard to be.. You break the promised, you break the trust from me..
That day,you find me and told me that things is our last day.. The last day that i'll treat you that active and near.. From the next day start, you and I are leaving in parallel place.. We wont meet and we wont have any relation.. I deleted your contact from my phone, i do not wan to sms you and reply you,that's it.. You and me, THE END~!!!
You message me and ask me to chat with you.. You say no one will accompany you.. Except me, no one will chat with you.. Go your gf or someone else, What for finding me? Am I a Spare Tyre? When you been dump or bored then find me? Sorry, I'm not that cheap and turning around on your world.. I have my own life, my own world..
You are the one who released my hand before i released yours.. You have released, so what the purpose that i'm still so upset there? I choose to released ow, then why you come back again? I'm not wrong, because you are the one who give up and break our promises..

货真价实的‘宅女’兼‘变态’

哈鲁哈鲁~~各位博客们，你们好丫。。学校开始放暑假啦，超开心的说。呵呵呵~~！！今年感觉很多假期，可是又放得不够长久。嘿~~感觉跟累人。
最近又爱上卡通频道（好像没讨厌过，XD），不对，应该说是动漫，不能说是卡通。而且爱上的还是不同凡响的动漫~！！那就是，BL（注：BL=Boy's Love，男同志的恋情）动漫~!! 哦呵呵呵呵呵~！！看那个正个人都High到最高点。女孩们啊，你们想想，两个帅到不行的男生站在一起就够看头了，现再加上他们甜蜜蜜的爱情，就一个字，赞啦~！！男生们一定会觉得很恐怖，很变态吧？但，无所谓。这些变态的动漫是用来满足女孩们的，不是你们。
女孩们，要是你们想看看那是什么感觉，那么欢迎你们去看看《黑秇事》。保证，赞~！！

Already decided..

I have rejected him at last.. Well, some people will think that I'm look down on people or thinking that my ownself like very holy.. But guys, if you have the same feeling or situation as me, you will know that sometimes having a relation with others in this simply way is not good at all.. It hurts you and it also hurt the one they love you.. If it is like this, I prefer to be single and don't have such a difficult relation at school..
I have to say sorry for him even though I say it just now, many times to him.. You say, nevermind, then you just be my adopted sister.. You say that in a easy way, but I know that it hurts you very much, if you truely love on me.. Forgive my selfishness.. I do not want any complicated life in school and I also don't want to be in a relation such this young and naive age.. I'm not that mature just like you all saw.. I'm still that kind of childish and mischiveous person.. Maybe I'm mature on something but in couple, I'm totally blank.. Oops~!! out of topic.. Ok, come on back.. Hmm.. (....), don't too sad.. You will find your true love if you meet someone outside on someday.. The world is so big, I trust that you really will find someone better that me.. I know that this kind if word is a 'traditional' reject speech, but it's true that you will find.. Don't wait me.. I'll hurt you more deeper if like this.. You feel more hurt.. I hope you, you will find yours..
Love really make people become blind.. The description of me at school is, rude,tom-boy, bad-tempered, etc.. The most are this few kinds, but it still got someone been attracted.. Well, guys, isit love is blind? WhAt do you all think? I feel speechless of it.. Haixx~!!

Isit Love him?

Relationship really is a problematic thing.. It make ppl feel happy, it make ppl sad.. For me, love this kind of relation Is a difficult and annoying thing..
I reali confuse on something.. Something that I never touch before.. A lot of teens, especially girls love it.. That's LOVE.. She-male loves much.. They are thinking about a wonderful and romantic love story.. Haixx~!! For me, I mean for young de me, I dislike loving this relation.. It hurts ppl very much and it will also been betray if you too trust on him/her..
I reali don't know what to do about him.. He always say he loves me.. Erm.. I admit that I also like him
larhx.. Just I don't know I suppose to accept or not.. Maybe this a girl's mao dun feelings bha.. Wanna together but scared been hurt.. I don't know, I din have this kind of experience.. After he start to say he won't give up me, he always tells me he loves me.. Hmm.. I admit I feel happy on that la.. To the truth, my heart already accept him just my mind haven't.. I really scared he will hurt me or I can't leave him if we break up.. I don't want to be that stupid.. I don't want be sad just because of a guy.. That really look so stupid.. Pig, what u need to do to you lea? You really make me very fan orhx.. You ask me to be your mui? To the truth I'm happy when I heard that and I also accepted you at first.. But after I think back, I dislike our brother and sister relation.. This like already confirm our relation just can stop at this stage.. OMG~!! I reali been crazy on it.. That day he say something that make my feeling very sour.. He say I must tell him when I fall in love with another guy.. It hit my weakness.. This make me feel that I reali hurt him very deeply.. Haixx~!! I asked him to give up before but he say won't give up and say he will make me slowly accept him.. Wu~ I scared I will lose la.. But, I dint mind I will lose to him la.. XD I reali crazy le la~!! Mamamiya~!! Ah dear and ah bii say I really love him warhx and I dont realize.. Isit true? I don't know.. Not experienced before.. Sometimes feel you very childish, but I din angry even that I reali dislike childish guys ok.. I won't give face if that guy childish.. Feel sienxx.. But I shocked that I will go tam you.. Is it this Zheng Ming I like you? Haixx~!! I think I'm not brave enough to start o love ba, even is you start to ask..

The Day Comes Again

I reali hate this day, I mean the friendship problem.. I really hate it much~!! fade up~!! even I'm fade up on it, but the 'manager' of the heaven doesn't let me get this stuff off.. Oh gosh~!! Stop it please~!! I hope is me think too much.. I really feel that thus few days you three got a lot of secrets hiding from me and you all didn't let me join anything between you all.. Am I thinking too much, I always asked myself like this.. I admit that I'm quite a sensitive person.. A bit of differences between us, I will think out a lot of things out.. Now I'm trying to do something to attract you all to me but I don't know I will success or not, because as my experience on last time, I lose the game, completely lose.. So I don't know doing this kind of stuff again will make you all feel annoyed or not.. Or you all will feel that I so 'want'.. Guys, I reali need you all.. To the truth, I feel comfortable with you all even sometimes you all tease on me or say something not suitable.. I know you all dislike my characteristic, but don't leave me guys.. This reali scares me.. I reali frightened that you all leave me slime just like that girl before..
I reali feel that I'm that useless.. I can't build up a nice and long friendships.. Most if my friends do hate me.. Maybe I'm always the one who got problem and makes trouble.. But, what can I do, it's hard to change.. Please accept this type if ME..

Damn feller

Long Time I've not come in.. Between this few days reali a lot of annoying ybings.. I can say is damn annoyed.. Yesterday our teacher having spot check.. I'm very unlucky, because my thing have Been taken.. Well, I just think it, fine.. Nevermind, not a big duel.. A thing that make me very unhappy is, a guy.. A guy that spoil me.. Bullshit feller~!! this I'd the guy that last time I reject and I posted on blog before.. I reali fade up and don't know wat to say about his attitude.. It make me very angry.. Dont want to accept that annoying guy, after reject give him say is 'dog' when been taken mp3.. Haixx~!! Don't no wat to say to him.. Reali wanna say, why are you so childish? But think dao, this is his mouth, then don't want talk more le.. Just, guys, be gentlemen ok? You think you do like tis then very got face? Or just because of your few frens dislike me, then you say ppl like tis? Din you think before you say this word to a girl is damn rude and ungentlemen? Think deeply.. Ok, I just say until here.. Any things that make you by shuang you can talk to be directly, don't talk against ppl.. Is bullshit way.. 

iPod touch

Haloo everyone,long time no see^^
haha.. This few days I can saw is my happy day.. Bcox my gor had come back and the most important thing is, he bought me an iPod touch.. Wuakakakaka~!!! very happy xia de.. XD
Well, yesterday we had started our exam.. Erm.. More correct is, July test.. Test actually it would be more easy, but for me it can is difficult.. Haixx~!! the main purpose I thunk is I din study for it.. Well, I reali very lazy wanna study.. Damn sleepy!! Sweat~!!
Gonna go to busy again.. Haixx~!! see yea guys..

衰事连连

亲爱的主啊，您真是太爱我了，居然让我从早上起床衰到放学。您最近是怎样？发烧是不是？
今天早上真的是他妈的衰，居然给我停电。虽然只有那20分钟，可是还是让老娘我很不爽。 害我洗洗下热水澡变冷水，洗那段期间还拼命打冷颤。他妈的~！！要走前的几秒钟，它才给我来电，真是气死我了。
刚才区某校吃完东西后，我，阿Bii和Dear在回自己学校的路上遇到一辆曾被我校校方称为‘危险’的Myvi黑色汽车，车牌号码是SAA 7882 W。原以为我不会遇上这种鸟事，谁知道给我遇上了。上天真不照顾我，让我看到不怎么健康的画面。我居然遇上了遛鸟侠。咳~~！！遛鸟兄，你都嘛帮帮忙，明知自己小，你还坐在车上遛鸟，你神经哦？你真的很丢男生的脸耶。我都不知该怎么说你了。咳~！！
今天真的是他妈的衰啊~！！

开学至今

今天是开学的第三天。嗯，没啥特别之出。第一天去学校就拼命的抄功课，一直抄到今天都还没做完。哎~~算了吧，又不是第一次。刚刚做完ICT。妈的~~真的超级烦的。化疗几个小时来做，不对，应该是说，花了几天才做完。现在做完了也不知道对还是错。吼~~那老师真的很烦人耶。
嗯，没什么要说了。今天只能草草的结束因为还有很多事情还没做。就酱啦，掰咯。。

久违的部落格

前天刚从‘购物天堂’香港回来。一直没什么想上来的念头，也没什么想说的，所以一直留到现在才上来写写。唔~该说些什么呢？（茫然~~=='''）
今次的香港之旅呢我算收获满多的吧。买了很多很多的T-shirt,跟短裤。哈哈哈~!!! 这些分量足够我穿整整两三年的时间。呜~~词穷了。
啊~~！！算了，等下次想到再说吧。现闪了。
哦~~忘了说，再过一个月我的笨蛋大哥就回来啦。不知道他会买什么‘孝敬’下他老妹我。嘿嘿嘿嘿~~！！

雨天

哦啦啦啦啦 小雨了 看见路上的人都在跑
趴趴趴趴趴 计程车。。。
忘了歌词。。哈哈。。 不管怎样啦，反正现在很想唱这首歌。。呵呵~~ 现在每天下午大概3，4点左右都会下雨。可是今天不知怎么搞得，竟然晚上才下。不过晚上下也很不错啦，凉凉地，很舒服。 今天是第二天的假期，没啥特别。睡了一整天，也玩了一整天的电脑。明天我家老妈子放假。妈呀~！！不对，应该是，神呀~！！看来我又不能水太晚了，不然。。哎哟~~我都不敢想象我的耳朵会变长什么样了。哎~~算了吧。。接受事实吧。嗯~~也不知道想写些什么，今天就这样吧。掰啦。
呃~忘了送大家一边我觉得蛮感动的帖子。今次不是来自退后的，而是主人公我意外找到的。
下雨了....... 男孩和女孩是一对男女朋友， 男孩很花心， 但女孩对男孩很专情， 女孩很爱雨天，也喜欢淋雨， 每当女孩跑出伞外淋雨时,教你认识汽车标志，免得别人说你是汽车白痴！， 男孩往往也想陪著她一起淋雨， 但都被女孩给阻止了,今日新开奇迹私服， 男孩总问：“为什么你不让我陪你一起淋雨呢？” 女孩回答说：“因为我怕你会生病！” 男孩也常会反问她：“如果淋雨会生病的话为什么你还要去淋雨呢？” 但女孩总是笑而不答。 最后往往都是男孩拗不过女孩而答应了她的要求。 因为男孩只要看到女孩开心就很快乐,超越肉体的爱恋，看了不要哭哦！， 但是幸福的时光总是不长久的。　 男孩喜欢上另一个女生， 喜欢她的程度更甚于女孩。 有一天当男孩和女孩在一起吃饭时他提出了分手的要求， 而女孩也默默的接受了。 因为她知道男孩像风， 而风是不会为任何人而停留的， 那天晚上，是男孩最后一次送女孩回家,如果让我爱上你。 在女孩家的楼下，男孩吻了女孩最后一次…… 　 男孩说：“真的很抱歉辜负了你！但是陪你在一起淋雨的时刻是我最快乐的时光！” 女孩听完便啜泣了起来…… 男孩抱著她，许久之后， 　 男孩跟女孩说：“有一个问题我想问你已经很久了，为什么每一次你在淋雨时都不让我 陪著你一起淋呢？” 许久之後女孩缓缓地说道：“因为我不想让你发......现.......我在哭泣！”　 那一天晚上，天空又下起了雨.............

放假露~~

亲爱的博客们，大家好啊。。好久没上来写写了，超多垃圾想说的。
首先呢，我先恭喜我们大马的学生也是本人我啦，Happy Holiday~!! 放假这段期间呢，没有什么了不起的计划，也没什么活动可以进行。这两个礼拜的假期只是安排了一场球赛和出国旅游一个星期而已。吼~~最讨厌出国了，感觉麻烦死了。又不能吃起床，又不能玩电脑。不过，因为它是香港之旅我的心也心也释怀了不少。^^
不知不觉又过了半年。这半年里发生很多事呢，朋友的背叛，亲人的不和等等之类的事情。难道不能一年里没有发生这种事情吗？对于这种事情我真恨怕，无法接受。每个人都会对有经验的事情有所防备，可是为什么我还是笨笨地跟以前一样，被朋友背叛。对于这种事情我还是觉得非常无奈。嘿~~

Exciting Game

Haha.. Today is a excitng day.. Hmm.. Not whole day,it just now.. Haha.. My mouth reali so tired because of laughing so long time.. Okok.. I'll come back to the main purpose.. This a day that i reject a guy with a funny act.. Haha.. I'm his admirer,the last post that i talk about.. He had sms me just know.. I swear that i will give him a worst lesson.. Finally,i do what i swear to.. I give him a lesson.. I mistaken him as i'm a guy.. I'm sure that he will angry that people challenge him.. Well,i dislike him a lo because he got few character that i cant accept to be fren.. First,like to act tai gor,act violence.. Damn dislike.. Second,so disgusting and so nasty.. All girl completely reject those type of guy.. Still got some but i dont want to mess my main purpose.. After he reply,he reply and say that he already got a gf and he just wan to be best fren with me.. Hahax.. "Caught you boy," i said in my heart.. I told him that he's like under educated guy and told him that I saw the message.. I mean i told him when i'm still another character.. I din told him that actually the guy is me.. And lastly i told him that,the guy actually is a girl.. Hahaha.. He saw that and reply me say he is sorry that he dot know i'm a girl and say he had mistaken that i'm a boy.. Well,i dont care.. I told myself in my heart.. This is the result i want to.. He say that her gf not C****,say is outside others de.. I say something in my heart,if reali got other gf,why you still need to have me? Feel weird but i dont care,cox not important to me.. My main reason is REJECT.. Totally reject him.. No others.. He also say that he very like Wen(it's mean me).. LOL~!! Feel vomit and disgusting.. I reali hope that god dont give me this kind of chances,i feel that so disgusting.. Just now he reply me again,say that he reali like me and C**** is just a person to give him keep faces.. Well,i feel more dislike him.. Ish.. Why world got this kind of stupid feller? Haixx.. Spoil some boys' faces only..
I think some of you will feel weird on my post,but anyway,i damn happy today.. Post a comment on my chatbox if you got anything that you dont understand on my post.. But dont ask me who is me.. I wont tell you.. Even he is the one i dislike..

Bullshit News

Hi guys.. Today actually is in good mood.. Actually.. Because today i have went to buy books this afternoon and night at here City Mall.. And i also meet my 'grandmother'(my new fren) at Popular bookstore.. Reali,is a good mood today.. Buy books,read novel.. Shopping in a bookstore is my happiest hobby.. But,a thing that reali broke my happy mood.. Damn~!! Holy Damn Shit~!! I reali dont know what rude i still cant scold out.. Now i reali very hardworking on controling my own tempered.. But i reali e patient and loss my fire.. A guy that wanna chase me,i mean he is a fans of me.. But unlucky is,he is not my cup of tea.. When i saw him the first time,i know thar i reali very dislike him,his charavter,his appearance, whatever about him.. I cant say dislike,cox dislike still not so serious.. Is HATE~!! I reali very HATE him.. No reason,just hate.. My first feeling from him..
Today meet popo,then i know something about him.. Kimak~~ He go tell fake things to his frens.. TMD~~!! hey~!! i din say i like you ok.. I also din say i need you to wait me until i start my university life.. Dont simply tell those kinds of things.. I din PROMISE.. DIN.. NEVER EVER~!!

Laptop Back

Haloo everyone.. Wen is back.. Long time i din write blog le.. At the first is i din have that time to write bacause this three weeks i'm having exam.. So my mum wants me to study.. Lol~~ Even i din play comp i also din study.. The second reason is my laptop had broken down for few days.. Damn~!! So Unlucky..
But today i've got back my laptop.. Yahoo~!! And the most lucky is.. I'm FREE~!! Free From EXAM~!! Hahaxx.. Today i just finish the last paper.. When the bell rings for the last paper,i reali wan to shout out with joy.. Hahaxx.. Reali feel very excited after finishing the exam.. Hahaxx.. Too happy liao.. Go play highstreet.. Bye..

混乱的日子

最近还在考试。考得怎样，认识我的都有目共睹。昨天考历史。我的妈呀~！！真的是能写得都写，没关系的也写。我真是太天才了，跟我的阿伦爹地一样。不过还是我的爹地比较厉害做故事。哈哈~！！最近超没心读书的，只想睡觉，做猪。哈哈哈~！！啊~！！我疯了啦~！！

Facebook网

亲爱的朋友，你们好。。（锵锵锵~）今天荣小妹我与你们分享一些喜爱的事情吧（锵锵~）
汗颜~无聊死了我。（口水军团：“都什么年代了，还小妹咧。白痴~！！发什么神经啊？！”）（主人公：“呜~~又被喷了。~~〉〈~~”）好啦，不闹了。今天呢，我要改造我一向的风格，当个快乐的不同学生。不当悲情或被背叛的女主角，而是当个不管发生什么事都快乐的小孩。只限今天哦^^最近呢我超爱看某个人的facebook帖子的，因为她的帖子真的真的好感人哦，虽然它是故事啦。不过我真的超爱的哦。那是一位名退后的女生。她具有非常好的写作能力以及一级的创造力。她的故事真的好感人哦，超有吸引力的。嗨~~无聊死了。。算啦，我也不知道想些什么，就送你们我爱的帖子给大家吧，很好看的哦。来自退后（facebook)

12星座的故事
从前，宇宙中有十二个星座，是 莫可·斯 创造出的星球守护神，莫可·斯 创造了宇宙和各个星球，其中十一个星球分别由白羊、金牛、天枰、双子、射手、双鱼、水瓶、室女、天蝎、摩羯、巨蟹守护，而 莫可·斯 却没有给狮子座创造属于他的星球，而是让狮子座守他的宫殿，忠心的狮子没有怨言，时间过去了四千年，大家还是各自守护着自己的星球，四千年里 莫可·斯 用尽了自己所有的力量去创造宇宙，除了他没有人知道宇宙有多大，他的力量耗尽了，这意味着他的生命快要耗尽了，在这四千年里，莫可·斯 看到了狮子座身上散发的光芒，就像太阳一样，在 莫可·斯 生命快要结束的最后一刻，他将拥有强大力量的神殿和太阳交给了狮子座，希望他可以永远替自己守护太阳，不让这光芒熄灭，莫可·斯 死后化作一个石头，这是一颗许愿石，但是只有拥有真挚爱情的人才可以在这块石头前许愿。

得到这消息的其他星座非常不满， 但却又没办法扭转狮子座已拥有神殿的事实，拥有神殿意味着他是十二星座之首。

以聪明著称的水瓶笑道：“不如我们离开这里， 孤立它。”
对感情很敏感的双鱼赶紧反对 “不行， 再怎么说他也是我们的一部分啊。！”
一向很勇敢的牧羊吼到 “不如直接把他赶出来，谁也不许拥有神殿。”
天性谨慎而踏实的金牛也开口了 “我觉得如果硬来， 不一定能赢它，毕竟狮子凶狠勇猛”
性格多变的双子认同 “不错， 需要别的方法。”
重感情又容易受感动的巨蟹小声道 “我不想伤害狮子”
有些忧郁的室女又担心， 又生气的说 “不知道怎么办啦，你们想吧。”
一般比较传统的摩羯站起来说 “不如叫他另找其他星球吧。 ”
大家一一讨论着， 最后， 大家的眼光都落在了一直没说话的射手身上。
“射手， 你怎么不说话？ 是他的话题你就不发言了是吗？” 牧羊气愤的吼到。
大家都知道射手深爱狮子，不管在任何时候。
这时射手走到牧羊面前“我不说话又怎样？”说完射手便转身离开。
其他九个星座都呆呆的看着尴尬中的牧羊。
不论怎么劝说，狮子都不愿离开神殿离开太阳，大家都觉得狮子是为权利才不离开，于是大家决定打碎狮子胸前的晶石吊坠，那是星座之心，只要打碎它，狮子座就会消失，这样大家就没有被踩在脚下的感觉了。

这天， 星座们邀请狮子来水星共进晚餐，当狮子满怀喜悦的到来时才知道这是个陷阱，星座们齐道 “你的称王梦到此为止了。”狮子正要解释时，一道白光向他射来，这是一个置他于死地的力量，狮子怒了 正要反击，但是寡最终不能敌众，星座聚集力量对狮子发出了致命一击，这一击无论如何也躲避不了的……

这时，一道蓝光出现在狮子的面前，是 射手 ！！ 射手座替狮子挡住了致命攻击，射手胸前的晶石碎了，在风中散开，射手倒在了狮子怀里，伤心的狮子抱住射手流出了他第一颗眼泪眼泪，其他星座惊呆了，狮子抱着奄奄一息的射手回到神殿，射手的头靠在狮子的怀里，狮子看着射手 “其实，我不是为了称王才不肯离开，是为了守护……” ，“我……知道，从你刚才想要解释我就……”，射手打断了狮子的话，说完 …… 射手闭上了眼睛，这时狮子伤心极了，只有射手能理解他、关心他。可是 射手 却为了他……

狮子想到曾经 莫可·斯 说过，晶石有一次互换生命的机会，他没经过考虑，就脱下晶石戴在射手胸前，失去晶石的狮子渐渐虚弱了……

射手慢慢醒了过来，看到一旁躺着的狮子和自己胸前晶石，他明白了，明白狮子座有多么爱他，明白他是多么需要狮子座。

伤心到极点的射手扑在狮子怀里哭 “你怎么就那么傻呢……”……这时，昏暗的神殿突然呈现出晚霞般的鲜红，风停了，周围突然安静了，射手掉下的眼泪凝聚在狮子的胸前，真爱将背后的许愿石开启，中间射出了一道白光向四周散开，当光芒渐渐消退时，狮子慢慢的张开了眼睛，原来……原来……许愿石的力量将射手的眼泪凝聚变成了一颗生命晶石。狮子将射手抱在怀里，吻着射手的额头，沉默中……他们似乎明白了一切。
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Anything

Today is the first day exam.. My super enemy,Malay~!! What The..!! I hate it so much~!! I jope that i can get a passing mark on it.. Hope that..
Well,well.. A thing that is confusing me today.. I feel that Ah Bii is bs+ing me.. What's wrong? Why it suddenly change today? Actually few days ago i already feel that she like bs+ing me.. I just try to ignore it,but today is reali reali shown out.. What's the matter? Is it i do something wrong again? Morning it's still ok,but when Dear arrive you started to change.. You try to ignore as you can do it,talking to me impatiently.. What's my life going on? I just start to change my friends in my life,then my unlucky 'bad friendship' comes again? No,please don't.. Get away 'bad friendship'.. My new friendship doesn't need you.. Bii,don't do something like her to me.. I reali will break down..

Memory

The memory i love,the memory make me feel so sick.. It's over.. Everything is over..








This is over last memory.. I think we wont have new memory anymore.. This is the day that we reali break our friendship..
THE END..

Baka~!!

笨蛋~!!白痴~!!黄颖文，你怎么那么笨啊？!你真的是猪头耶~!! 每次都说人笨，原来最笨的就是你~!! 人家根本就不重视你，不当你是什么。你干吗还要纠缠别人？！人家都在部落格说得清清楚楚了，你不值！！！真的好想哭。你干吗要酱？我们当了这么多年的朋友，难道不够你跟她的吗？为什么要这样伤害我？我到底做错了什么？为什么是你认为不值得让你道歉，让你好回的朋友？我真的那么差劲吗？差劲到你觉得跟我做朋友非常不值？我真的对你很失望，失望到让我想把你给狠狠的掐死。我以为我们现在虽然不能做朋友，但是至少我们有很好的回忆，原来，原来这几年以来，我一直自以为是，自以为我们是好朋友，好姐妹。我以为我得到了一位很好很好的朋友，可是我现在我发觉。我，错，了。我真的错了。我真的错的好离谱！！！原来我一直都是你玩弄的玩具，消遣的物品。你根本不当我是你的朋友，你根本没真心的对到我这个朋友！！！你好自私，好残忍。你根本，一直，不把我放在你朋友的地位里！！！你，你真的好过分~！！你真么能这样？！
算了吧，写写下也消气了。现在冷静的想想反而让我写不出话来。朋友。不对，陌生人。感觉怪怪地。算了，不用注明了，反正你会知道的。我现在只能说，我恨你。真的真的很恨。你应该会很不削吧？毕竟，你根本没当过我是你的谁，你只看重自己，看中有样貌身材的朋友，像我这种丑小鸭你根本不削与我当朋友。我真的太天真了，太愚蠢。不过，经过泥，这持的教训，我再也不会踏入你设下的陷阱了，再也不会天真地以为你想跟我当朋友。因为你想要的朋友在我身边，而你为了得到她，你会利用我的。我不想为了你再伤心难过。
顺便告诉你一件事吧，算是我和你这段友情结束的礼物。你知道为什么你没有真心的朋友，而真心的朋友很快离你而去吗？因为你太自私了。你只在乎你自己的感觉而别人的你根本不管。第二个原因就是，你很爱选朋友。疼爱你，保护你的，你看不见，视他们为理所当然地为你好。不安好心的你偏要追，想要占有别人的朋友。（PS：某人们，我不是说你们不安好心啦，只是比喻，比喻而已啦。阿比，阿Dear,千万别误会。）所以你得不到朋友，应该是上天用来惩罚你的吧。所以不要怨他人不关心你，而是你不愿停下脚步来看看真正关心你的人。

New URL

I reali feel that life is difficult.. Even now i'm not having a difficult life,but i still feel very tough to live in this place.. We need to giving pleasure to our friends, make them happy.. This is my problem.. Be a people is difficult,you need to make your friend happy if you not strong enough.. Making your friend happy,you must act like a dog.. When you sees your owner you must shake your tail hard,this means you are happy to see your owner.. What The Fuck~!! I reali dont want to be this kind of person anymore.. I wan to be what i want.. I dont want to be a stupid person anymore.. This reali very suckxx..
Dont want to talk about it le.. Pukimak~!! Stupid feller~!! Bullshit~!!

Speechless

It's hot this few days,but it still rain..Even it's raining,it still hot.. My God!!! When the hot will get off? It so irritate.. It make one's feel so hot tempered.. I dont know what i'm going to write today.. Just feel that wanna write around,even in broke sentence ways.. Just want to shout out something but i dont know what to talk about..
Tuesday,i saw your blog.. Know that you changes your blog URL just because you my post.. You will do this means you angry me,if you reali angry me,means you care me.. I dont know isit my own thinking or what.. If i can choose,i would like to choose my own thinking.. well,the god wont give that such good things to us, so i still need to see the fact.. I saw the word to me.. I just can say you all almost the same kind person.. I didn't say that i'm the best and didn't do anything wrong to you all,but at least,i protect you all so much,even this just my own thinking to protect.. I know most of the time they cheated me and they like each other more than want me to join between them,but at least as you say,i started my new friendship from new person.. Both of us being together such a long time and you started to dislike me.. I cant say anyhting because, as me do too.. But i try to ignore just because,i love you to be my friend, my little sister to give me protect..
I think it's enough for me today.. I just feel tired to being your friend,so that's why i give up our relation and be normal friends.. Hope get well in this standard of relation..

Memorable Day

Today stupiak ah dear talk about her,and asked want to good back with her or not.. Actually it not harm me even there good back.. Because i still treat her as my little sister.. Later ah dear go ask Ah Bii,Bii also say ok, then we started to good back with her.. At first,i know that she dislike me so much.. So text her sure she wont reply,but i also not so rich to call her.. Use the old style,text her.. First, just call her.. No reply.. Second,use begging.. Haha.. I'm genius,she replied,but, using BS style.. LoL~~ Text her what i wish her to know.. At first, i think she will very 不削and wont replied anymore.. But, this reali is UNBELIEVABLE!!! She has replied and her attitude change le.. Wow~~ This reali give a shock.. Our message not important,the most important is she be back friends with us again.. Yahoo~~ Party time!!! Reali Happy+ING!!! So excited that wanna shout out loud loud!!! "AH~~!!!" This two and the half month feel so tired around this kind of staff.. Now settle down everything make me feel very relax.. I dont know this is a lies or what.. But i dont want change this situation,i want to keep it till we graduate.. Even this is a lie i also dont want to break it and see the cruelty.. So,God bless me..
I saw that you change your blog URL and remove my contact in facebook.. I think you also will remove at MSN, Just because you saw my blog yesterday.. Well, first i need to say sorry to you.. But this is reali deep in my heart,i just want to shout out.. You say you wan to give me your 'sweet handprint' also.. Sweat!! My face already enough 'decoration', no need add some more on my face.. I dont know this isit what i want.. I just feel that i just wan peace in class and also our relation between friendship..

Irritate Frienship

Long time no see..^^ Erm.. I mean long time not here..^^ Hehe..
Well,well.. I think i always wont give up a topic that about friendship here.. LoLz.. Same topic.. Feel so annoyed and irritate for me.. But i think posting something here is a way to say out and to give an advice or experience to my lovely reader.. OMG!!! Why i feel every year also having a same question.. Hor~~ sure my life not good,UNLUCKY~~ ><
(Reader: Stop that stupid annoying and start your TITLE ><****)(Me:O...Okok..==)
Ok,let's start.. I went to her blog just now.. Look at her new post,i found that she actually wanted to be friends with us just like last time.. Actually, i reali wan to be friends,be a best best friend with you,but it looks like we are not suitable.. Our topic is different.. Our world is different.. Say the truth, you say people din appreciate you to be her friends, actually you are the one who not appreciate.. I reali treat you as my best friends, my little sister to love and care.. Just because of you feel irritate to me then leave me.. What The Fuck!!! What are you thinking about?! Why you wan to leave me and now you say it like we betray and throw you away? Bii, Dear and me not that rude and cruel person,didn't you know.. Even you leave me and treat me like this before i also din do anything bad to you.. I still keeep you as a very very ordinary friend.. I know that i cant say something bad of you here.. But that post reali make me feel that all is our's fault.. I know we got or fault,but the most wrong is you.. Din you think why people treat you like tis? I know you try to start to change your attitude,but from my side,i din see any changes, i still found that it look more worst.. You starting to become her,the girl who i hate it much.. Haixx.. Sometimes i not reali wan to talked about you,but you make feel that you change.. You changes a lot.. I think you din feel it and will say this is our reason to hate you.. Everyone will change during growth, just see what type of person will you grow.. I reali feel very hopeless and speechless to you.. I just can say not i dont want be friends with you, is i cant.. Because you hurt me very deeply.. I still feel the time that you betray me.. It's like a thorn in my heart.. You are so dangerous for me.. I cant stand that you betray me again..

Lame

LoL.. so sienxx.. It such a peaceful and silence night.. Parents had went off for trip and will come back in the afternoon.. LoL.. What i'm saying here.. Sweat!!! No point.. Let me think.. Hmm.. Oh yesh~!! I got some.. Last week, our class had a big changes.. Actually it isn't a big deal,it was just a pair of couple break.. And this pair of couple is my fren.. PS: Is girl,not the guy.. Not so fren with him.. Well, i dont what was happened between them.. According to my information, were someone make them break.. Is she again.. This time she got two Stupid NOOB girls help her too.. One is the person i hate much, another is double characteristic girl.. Three NOOB!!! Reali dont know what they want to revenge about.. I just know the main problem that they make my fren dislike them them is they got bf le, still stuck near near to her X-boyfriend.. Dont know what they thinking.. Why girls so irrirtate? Why girls friendship cant like boys? The reason that i observed is, some girls like 'fatt hiao', stick to people's boyfriend.. And some is use their way to treat people,they din feel what people feel.. And also double characteristic,treat their boy in a good girl way(no reject);treat their friend like dog(true),so fake!!!
I dont want talk too much their on them,dirt my blog only.. I just want to say is Not only her wrong.. I know she got her fault,not so loyal to her man.. But the main point that make she do decision is, you all din think that her man got a partner beside,and you all still stick near people's guy.. If your guy been others girls stick,how you all feel? Dont you think before? Even though you all said:" We are just friends,dont think too much." If you are the one hpw will it be? Now sure you will i wont,but if this things reali happened, can you so calm?

Badminton Competition

Hye guys~~ i'm back.. i've been busy for whole week.. Gosh~~ I'm been busying for the badminton competiton.. This time i've been taken part in the tournament.. Wow~~ Such a long time din play as competiton,so nervous.. Even though i've hard trained myself,but i still get a stupid scores..Damn!!! Single i vs lok yuk, that girl so cute orhx.. And also looks very friendly,but when the game start,totally different person,so cruel and serious.. Spoil her image..(LoL~~ I'm going there to see leng zai leng lui or play competition?XD) Well,well, i get a low low mark,12-21,3-21.. What The ... Reali very nervous playing that.. One hour later then is double le.. Vs Fan Po,confident~!! Wuakakaka~~~ But also lose.. Damn~~ Reali is my partner fault, i cant say i din have, but actually we can win de, but she dont listen to my advice.. Kimak~~ Cox of she,make me pok gai till my leg 'o qiang'.. Kimak~~ if next them still like tis i dont want double le.. Give up playing,direct walkover better.. Dont toh soi.. 1st set,16-21. 2nd set,23-21. 3rd set,21-17. Kao~~ Reali very no face to face it.. I lose to FAn PO o?! It is UNBELIEVEABLE~~~
Today after finishing watching final then back to skul.. Ireline gather us and scolded us.. Pukimak~~ Scold me bad-tempered and say me scold my partner.. Jibai~~ she dont listened my advice how we co-operate? Diu~ you think i reali wan to lose to FAn Po mea? That actually is easy game lo.. I lose to them i reali feel very toh soi o.. You still say is my fault.. TMD!!! Wanna Kick you liao la.. CB!!!

Family

Wen here..^^ Just a few days i din come here and i feel it,it such long long time i din appear at here.. Haixx.. Well, now i'm having a habit to write on my little online diary to share to everyone that what i feel and how my life is going on.. I also wan to give some of my reader an advice or soem of experience in my life.. Actually i knowthat my english is not so good.. I can memorize a lot of grammar, but writing a composition or sentence is my difficulties.. I cant write well at all.. This is all my introduction.. It seems is too long.. XD
Well,today i going to share to my reader something about my family.. I think some readers if visited me often will know that i am having some problems with my family.. Actually my family will care me at a strict way,but i not so mind at all, because i know that they will care my brother more strictly.. Actually my care here is not meaning that love and caring,it means something like under control by someone.. But last year my brother had went off to Switzerland for studying and my parents started to keep an eye on me.. They started to control me more strictly and they force me to grow up and have a target for my studying.. Actually i know my own characteristic.. I know i'm a lazy girl and even doing things with a simply and untidy attitude.. It is hard for me to change my characteristic that deeply staying in my blood.. I have a very peaceful family and i growth under loves and cares.. But except one thing that always make me feel very upset.. That is my parents not so care me.. I cant say they not caring me,just they let me feel that they less caring me than my brother.. When we were still a young child,my brother was a hyper-active boy and he always obey the skul rules, so my parents alwayas because of him became very busy.. Not busying at office,they were busy to plan how to make my brother became a good boy.. And i, my parents less care me.. And i can say that age of me is a mature girl.. Even i'm noob,a brain that wouldn't turn at all,just like a squared-wood,(LOL) but i still feel that i know how to plan and think in a mature way.. So my parents wont so care me at all that time.. They thought that i know how to think,but they dont know this action will make a mature girl become a childish and disobey girl.. So i started to disobey what tell told me.. So for,now i have been treated as a naughty child.. LOL~~ NO heart to write le.. Reader, sorry.. I will continue writing when i get some main idea to write this passage.. See yea^^

Friendship Again

A few days before i was talking something about friendships here.. Well, it have some changes between us again.. Her best fren means my enemy,(PS: Diu~~ I very dislike that noob girl de lo.. Tai Lin Ngong den!!!)and her had broken their relationship.. Actually this news din make me feel anyrthing at all.. No shock,no happiness,no sad or watever.. The first time i din cox of her then change all my mind.. To the truth, i very angry her that day she leaves me.. Hey guys, dont be mistaken,i mean is frenship.. FRIENDSHIP!!! Ok, come on back.. Well,actually i have been quarrel every year one or two time.. Everytime i'll surrender, because i dont want to lose a fren,i think everyone think like tis,we dont want to lose a best fren.. But she reali does hurt me very deeply,you are my best friend and you just coz of your feelings then drop me down? Do you ever think about,did i hurt? I think you sure will think about, but not at once when you did it to me.. Is when it is over then you will found out, i have been hurt.. Why can you ignore me such a long time? But during this time, i already realise, i can say i totally woke up.. I dont want to talk behind the back of you about your anythings.. Here,i just wan to say out that i wont be the gurl anymore.. The gurl that can accept you and betray by you and wont blame you.. i know you will feel 不削.. Because this reali is from my heart and you didn't ask for.. So i just can say it is an experience for me to know you more.. Someone keep tell me that dont follow someone,follow you more better because you not like her so fake.. But i din hear her advice even i know that's true.. I reali very tired.. Tiring for why i still cant get deeply in your friendship list and just is your best best fren? I know everyone sure will have option to choose frens,but i'm reali weird on why you will dislike me.. We be frens for so long time why still couldn't 体谅 my 任性? Why everyone must treat me so strict? Cant giving me a loose rule to be fren? I reali very tired to forgive ppl.. I can forgive ppl,but no one forgive me? No one just let me be a kid? So what for being a fren? You just care your new best fren and ignore me.. I reali dont know what you treat me as.. I reali dont get it.. And what is my purpose to staying beside you,even today you been ignore or bla bla bla.. Actually i also need to say sorry for today,because you just been betray by someone and we still treat you alone.. But at last i still get an information say you and HER untie the mistaken between you two.. From the truth i din feel any happiness to it,because i reali dislike her.. I dont want HER to appear at my any sights.. She's totally a BULLSHIT GIRL!!! She reali dont know what Shame means.. So if you feel comfortable with her then you follow her,if not comfartable with her it's an advice here.. Leave her.. As far as you can.. One day you will get hurt on physically.. Well,that's the end.. Actually i hope you saw this post and you know what i'm trying to give the message.. I dont want to say in front because it will make us quarrel again..

Tiring

HiHi everyone..^^ Long time no see.. XD Actually is not i want long time no see de, just something delayed me.. So i've no choice to come here so late.. Well well, this few days are such busy day.. I've go for training and go for tuition.. Everyday training till 4pm then direct go to tuition.. Some of my frens heard my schedule also say me as a GOD.. Actually some teens also as busy like me or busier than me,but among all my frens, i'm the only one who is the busiest.. Sweat!!! Now my ankles damn pain.. Over exercise+old injury.. Haixx.. Hard to walk now.. Today is april fool.. But very unlucky because i din even play a person.. Damn!!!

No ADULTS

Hey guys~~ Wow~~ it's 1am something.. Sorry i'm late today.. Well,today i mean yesterday,was save earth day.. So do any my dear friends here switched off your light at 8.30pm~9.30pm? For my family, that type of activity is rubbish.. We wont do such things like this.. But we have switched off our light from 7.30pm~9pm something.. Isit count as save world? Actually we are doing that kind of activities, we just go out for our dinner.. This is exactly lame.. Lol.. Ok, pass through it..
Today, my dad will went off to Kudat for half day, but i hope he would not return in on today, but he is returning on the same day is a fact.. Haixx.. Feel so pity to me myself.. TT My mum will go to KL for her working.. She will return on Tuesday.. OMG!!! My mum is not coming home.. My God!!! I think i will be more pity on that few days.. I'm praying now.. Haleluya~~ Actually i thought i will happier for a few hours because i'm alone at home.. I can enjoy the silence at home.. But something does not go through my mind.. My grandma is home and my dad wan me to stay at home just because he wan me to take care her,cook for her in the afternoon.. In Your Dream!!!! You wan me to wake so early just to cook for her?! In Your Dream!!!! I wont do that!!! If you want cook by you yourself before you left!!! I'm not your maid.. I' also not Mummy, wont blame for it.. Hu~~ So mad.. Fine, angry will make my EQ lower and more wrinks and pimples.. Relax.. Hu~~ Well now it is so late that i need to take a rest now.. So Nitexx everyone.. Have a nice dream and also a nice day in the day..^^

Boring.. Lame!!!

Yoyoyo~~ I know i'm the second time here today.. But i'm reali very boring and dont know what to do.. Just wanna write something out.. Well, it is so late and i'm here just because one reason, that's i'm not going to skul tomorrow.. Tomorrow is anugereh cemerlang.. There's no class, but we need to go to the assembly hall and hear 'rubbish'.. Actually i'm not so lucky at all, bacause i'm been complained by my parents for not going school.. Haixx.. Feel so pity to myself.. Haixx.. Actually i'm so tired and wanna fainted to floor le.. But my mum and dad sitting at here, watching people going here and there at Starbucks.. My God!!! I'm so sleepy!!! Yesterday i sleep at 11pm something,almost 12pm.. Then this morning i woke up at 5am.. Mamamiya~~ Even i'm young but i dont think i can stand that such a long time.. My life just an old lady and my resting time also like this.. So for me, this type of 'tough' work is not suitable for me this old lady..
This afternoon i'm having ECA academic.. Well, i'm in my old club with my friends.. Wow~~ 酱有缘分?! I saw a guy that say love me in the club.. Same club with me!!! He saw my friends there so he ignore me.. Din feel any different when he ignore, just feel a bit pai seh.. Because my 'loud speakers' are helping me to 'promote' me.. Oh My God!!! Hey guys~~ Stop it!!! Me pai seh de lea!!! Care xia your friends de chu jing,ok?! Ok, pass through it.. After that, my frens went to refill water, i choose to stay back in the class,because i'm so lazy to walked down.. After my friends go, a round round things blocked my sunlight, when i'm reading my lovely book.. Damn!!! Who's that?! A round round guy just look loke 'doraemon' sit in front of me.. Doreamon is the cutiest, but he exactly different from it.. =='''' A malay guy.. Say me very cute.. Why i'm so cute? Bla... Bla.. BLa.. First, thanxx for saying me cute.. Second, i dont know why i'm cute.. Go ask my parents about it.. Then, he left,my frens come back.. Not long ago, he come near me and talked near my ears.. "Can i have your phone num?" My responds:" HUH?!" Eyes become two ping-pong balls.. Later, he left.. My 'loud-speakers' frens asked, what happened.. Tell them the whole story, who knows they... They shout such a loud voice:" wan take wen's fon num go ask *******." Another is:" Later ******* bok you tu.." My God!!! Stop that!!!! But luckily, they class such a crowd, so no one heard.. I hope that reali no one heard it.. My GOd~~~ Why my life so difficult?! Got so many problem.. Wu~~~ I just wan my simple life at secondary life..

Forgive Me

Well,well,well.. She finally had forgiven me.. Yesterday i had asked her from face to face mode..XD I just kmow that she very dislike me last time, but now she already saw my changing.. So she started to forgive me and give me chance to change myself.. Haha.. when i heard this,gan dong ING orhx.. ^^ But still got one more need to settle.. Haix.. Speechless.. BE friend with her with a such long time le,why sthe still cant forgive me? So hate me? My face make you so hate me? Haixx.. Reali dont know what to say.. I reali wanna be friends back just like last time.. But you treat me sometimes so cold,sometimes good.. I reali dont know what you thinking about and also what you want me to do.. When 'someone' is here you will act like dont know me,totally ignore me.. If 'someone ' din come then just will you found it i'm beside.. Actually what you reali wan me to be as? In a blur now.. Haixx..

Non-Stop

Hye guys~~~ I'm here.. Today we are having a presentation on ICT.. Luckily i havent been chosen yet..(Lucky~~^^) But i think i will been chosen tomorrow.. TT Today we also have a presentation on history.. My God!!! It was so scary.. ~~><~~ I'm so nervous,until i get gastric.. But the most unlucky is, we all have been prepared and that stupid teacher say we will start on next tuesday.. Goshh~~ Are you playing on us?! MAke me so nervous at that time.. Damn!!! Today some of my friends din come.. Just leaved Ying and me there.. Talked to Ying a long long time.. Non-stop!!! Until that 'I am Who I am' zat us.. Aikxx.. Say need me and be her assitant warhx.. Eh.. Stupiak teacher you dont fright me o?! What wan me orhx?! Dont talked something will make people mistaken!!! Who wan be her assitant orhx?! So boring la your class!!! One word to describe,SIENXXX!!! Jump building la you!!! HU~~ After scolding direct my gas went off.. Here is my garbege car.. Throw anything i dislike.. But some also very memorable de la.. That's the end.. Today is a hot day.. No so good mood on writing proper english.. Please forgive..^^

Nothing Special At All

Hihi^^ I'm back.. Wow~~~ It was so hot this few days.. I feel i'm melting like an ice.. Ok,this is the last day of my first semester holiday.. I can say nothing special at all, just a lot of homework need to do.. Sweat!!! Holiday life is not so fun at all, because i'm still been locking in house.. My God!!! It just like hell.. Damn!!! Even is not fun at all on holiday, i still hope that i'm having a long holiday.. Tomorrow school reopen.. Oh my, so irritate.. Actually i reali dont know what to talk about today.. Like lost.. Haix.. Fine.. My time is not enough for me to write to much, so i need to say bye to everyone.. Hope you all dont feel to difficult to understand this post.. Bye..

No title

Hye guys~~ Today is a hot hot weather.. (Excuse me,is everyday!!!) ok fine.. This fews days is my holiday and today is my forth holiday.. I've got a lot of projects and homework.. But it seems i treat this things as RUBBISH!!! Actually i'm not reali dont want to do,just i din have those kinds of heart to do so.. A teacher told us before,dont treat form four life as your honeymoon.. It is a foolish thinking.. Actually i fully trust it bacause it reai give me tis feelings.. Higher forms syllabus is a tough work.. I realize it when i start my lesson starts.. I try to use to it,but it looks like din works.. Because it is hard for me to change my lifestyle.. I can say i'm a lazy and stupid plus stubborn person.. I just follow what i think and do what i want.. I dont care what others feeling when both of THEM start quarrel.. They make me realize something..That is,Love cant stay long.. No matter what you promise before the marriage.. So i dont trust about love or caring.. Because this things will change.. The things that wont change is money.. So no matter what i wont trust and jump into that stupid world.. Even i still a teenage,and having a dream,reading a love and caring novel..I'll control myself not to have in my real life,because real life is not easy to live.. It is a stupid way to make it true in real life..
Ok,just get it off n my negative thinkng.. That's not my title for today.. Actually i just feel that my friends around me is changing.. The one who din change is me.. HAving no changes in my life.. This not a good way for me.. I think i reali must do something to change myself.. Hey~~ Dont worry, i dont mean to change it into a more negative person.. Just change my attitude of studying.. Must not be proud of what you study.. Must get more knowledge to other well-reader or well-informer..
So.. This is the end of my story today.. Hope will see you guys again.. May God Bless You!!!

My New Skin

Hi guys.. I'm back.. This time i'm back with a new new skin.. It's a cute teddy bear.. I love bear very much.. My room almost covered with bear's doll or blanket as well.. ^^ A bear fans!!! Actually i also anime fans.. I love anime so much!!! But less of frens love it,so i just cant discuss this topic too much with my frens.. Fine.. Actually the most i love is Final Fantasy, Metal Alchemist,Kekkashi,Shonen Omnyoji,GTO,Prince Of Tennis and more and more.. Final Fantasy is the best because the story is interest.. For example,got love,frinedship,war and sadness.. So this time my background music is Final Fantasy VII--Lady Yuna that scenery song, I'll Be Waiting For You.. Hope i din write anything wrong about Final Fantasy.. Because i've long time din watch FF already, so some of the song or scene i almost forget it all.. I just caught some memories about it.. Hope you all like my new skin and my new song..^^ I've been decorate and doing adjustment for tis a long time.. ^^

A Long Long Story

Hye Guys.. I think Someone will feel weird that i'm using english here.. Anyway,i'm lazy to write chinese today,fade up to use chinese..I think i will use english as well on it.. Ok,stop on rubbish!!!
this few days such a tiring and difficult days.. First,it sure because of the weather.. OMG!!! I feel melting on tis few days,i mean this few months.. It din fall a drop of raindrop.. Ok,pass it..
Next,i think is my friendship problem.. Suckxx!!! Again and again.. When it will stop?! It so annoye.. When she been accompanied by someone,i'll be the 'leftover'.. Oh My!!! I feel tat i'm so cheap,it also can say the friendship between us is so cheap.. But i think you din think about our friendship anymore.. I think for you,i din mean anything anymore..I think and think wat problem do i have.. BUt finally i know the answer from someone.. The answer reali hurt me.. I din before think tat you two dislike me so much.. And the dislikeness tat you two dislike me are just i IRRITATE you two.. OH MY!!!! i tot you two will tell me in advance when you all dislike me,but i din think tat you two will play on me to revenge me..What can i do? I just can stay patient on it and just keep quiet just as i dont know wat was happening.. I reali feel very sad on it.. I think maybe i need to change my curiousity and talkative character.. I need to keep up on it.. I try it on first day.. OMG!!! It was so hard!!! Ok,it's enough for tis topic.. Feel tears almost coming out..
Lastly,to my new member friends.. Haha.. actually we are classmates since form one,just din talk much.. Happy Birthday to you on o8/o3/2010(Wednesday).. Happy Sweetie 16.. Sorry for the late wishes.. ^^
Ok i think i just want to post tis such things up.. Hope you to see you all soon.. Bye^^

吓惨了

天啊！！！我最近是怎样？！家里种桃花了是不是？！怎么月老大叔这么有空帮我牵红线呢？拜托拜托~~我只想毫无烦恼的过我的高中生活，不要捣乱啦！！！虽然有人跟我告白是有一点自爽啦，不过对我这个对爱情一窍不通的人来说，太刁难我了。我都不知道该接受还是让它跑掉。说真的，今此的表白对象对我来说没什么特别。没特别厉害于什么。我不是什么绝色美人，不过还是遇过跟我告白的对象。以前的对象我都不用考虑直接KO，今此很特殊，我反而犹豫了。我不知该怎么办。我跟他并不是说很熟，我们偶尔会攀谈上几句，有时也会让我很不爽他的所作所为。这种人我很讨厌，不过他的告白我犹豫了。可能是他的表白方式很特别吧。（自我欺骗！！！）说真的，我并不知道我是不是喜欢他。我害怕的应该是，我伤了一个人吧。我从没谈过恋爱，也不知道真真爱一个人的感觉是什么。我怕我是因为感到孤单而去接受他。我不想这样伤了一个喜欢我的人。朋友们都叫我去尝试自己的初恋，可是我还是很害怕。我知道这样更加伤人心，可是请原谅我的自私，我不懂的爱人，更不懂什么是爱。
我没想到自己也有这么一天啊！！！夭寿咯~~（自我嘲讽当中）

新年后

我的妈呀！！！我终于来了！！！经过了重重困难才能到此。
新年后还真多事情发生啊，就像某人跟我。某位少女已经和我和好啦，虽然说已经不会那么僵了，不过心里难免会有小小的疙瘩，无法抹去的。怎么说呢，没有以前那种很要好的感觉，只剩下同学爱吧。今天她出了一点状况，关于她和她的阿纳达。某猪头学生不知道是妒忌她的美还是妒忌她有一位很疼她的阿纳达，去报告老师。结果，咱们先进又鸡婆的老师呢，就找上门啦，也能说是借题发挥啦。原本咱们的X小姐呢是被抓去拿常没去学校的警告信，谁知道老师其实顺便问她和她阿纳达的事情。后来的后来就，登登登登！！！出事啦！！！！唉~~都不知道她会怎样解决。会没事呢，还是离校。

短暂的新年假期

新年假期快过去了，我又要回到学校去了。有些人觉得回学校很痛苦，不过有朋友陪伴就觉得无所谓了。像我，我是非常讨厌学校的人，应该说大多数人都讨厌吧，可是有朋友在身边就勉为其难的去学校了。现在我真的觉得去学校真的很烦。我做一件无关紧要的事也被别人说得像做坏事那样。我到底做错了什么？我干吗要受这种苦，这种折磨？咳~~真的很后悔交到那种无聊的朋友。我真的觉得她很幼稚，很白痴耶。有男朋友就了不起吗？拜托~~不要在我的面前扮调调的样子，看了很想吐。在男生面前就扮高雅，温柔，很恶好吗。
看吧，如果有人看到我这篇文章然后去通风报信，你一定有那边说了，原本是你的不好说成我的。每个人一定站在你那边的，因为你够骚，够猛。

新年

新年到来~~新年这天也刚好是西洋情人节。说来还真无奈，我讨厌的情人节竟然在我喜爱的华人新年一起。真不知道要怎么过。有情人过情人节还说得去，没有的真不知怎么过。自己都羡慕得要死了，还要看着别别人在那恩恩爱爱，那感觉真糟。不过，我还是祝福情人们，有情人终成眷属。那，单身男女呢，就祝你们早日找到你们的最爱，然后暗恋的男女们趁今天就勇敢的表白吧。新年呢，我就祝大家，虎虎声威。

让我畏惧的人

我们班最近又转来了一位新生。她呢，娇小可爱，只是，太冷感了。很难要逗她笑。还有，她很容易紧张，很急的人。可是，这位很急的女孩把我的面具彻底的，撕破了。她才认识我的第二天就识破我了。这真的让我很惊讶。跟我认识了三年的朋友都不知道表面下的我，只看到表面上的我，而她轻而易举的，挖掘了我内心深处。她真的很可怕，不过我想她应该是我人生的转淚点吧。我期待它的发生，不管是好是坏。

罪错的事

好久没上来了。身边发生了蛮多事的，心情和情绪起起伏伏。在新年前，我以为我的世界已经获得了最诚轚的友情，可是我才发现我原来一直在当白痴。为了她，我跟父母吵架。为了她，我跟朋友吵架。为了她，我愿意放弃尊严听命于她。博客看到这里应该会觉得我是‘蕾丝’吧？我可以以我的生命财产保证，我，不是！！！我现在所说的如果让她看到应该很不削一顾吧。毕竟，对她来说我只是位对她具有利用价值的人。没有利用价值的人，对她来说是废物。我现在才发现自己有多悲哀，以为身边很多朋友，可是却得到这种背叛的结果。我真的很失败耶，每一次交朋友都得到这种结果。我真的这么差吗？还是我的性格有问题？

运动会

昨天和今天是运动会。超热的！！！昨天忘记塗防晒油，一回到家简直吓惨了，黑的未免也太夸张了吧？被刘海遮住的额头反而白白的。唔~~这简直是黑白脸吗？！可恶~~ >< 这是我第一次教步操，感觉蛮累的，不过很兴奋，因为能处罚人。哇咔咔咔~~（众人：变态！！！）今些事情还蛮让我印象深刻的。今年蓝队的步操学生被我们骂得很惨，一个人错整支队伍不但要被训，被罚晒太阳，还要伏地挺身10次。不要说他们累，我看到也很累！！！（拜托蓝队，听话点好吗？）
蓝队果然不负所望，拿到第二名耶！！！被晒到变黑，sunburn果然值得的。最后都不知要说什么了，就酱吧。拜啦。

今天的感觉

终于病好了，超开心的。今天也开始回学校上课了。感觉上没什么特别的，只是跟姐妹们的感情还是处在僵点上。我们的鬼课室已经在我生病那期间被我们班的人布置得很漂亮了，不上第一天搬过去是看到的那样，简直就是焕然一新啊。再过多一天就是我与球比赛的日子啦！！！超久没打了不知道有没有退步。今次的比赛算是青少年的比赛吧，Under 18的。。吾~~好紧张哦！！！希望能够哪个好成绩啦。。嘻嘻~~今天就这样吧。。拜拜咯~~

有病了

有没有搞错啊？！我才刚病好耶？！又病？！而且今次是直接杀近医院验血。。哦~~我的妈呀！！！我快气疯了！！！到底有什么办法把我这看似强壮，实际残弱的身体完完全全的治好？我真得很累。。我不想怎么快死掉。那天我拿到验血报告，我都快吓晕了。我的红血球偏低，而白血球偏高。虽然对医学不了解，不过也略懂皮毛。。这种症状最容易惹上血癌，也就是医学上的Lucuemia。我真的好怕。我还很多事情还没做耶，我才不要这么快升天。所以，神呀您要保佑我。

姐妹

23/01/2010（星期六）这天算是我的黑色星期六吧。我呢跟姐妹吵了一架。虽然不是吵的很凶不过对我们感情还不太坚定而言，是还蛮严重的。我门吵的事情不算大事，而是一件很小很小的事，可是我们现在还是处在冷战的处境。说真的，我还觉得蛮可笑的，已经高一的我们竟然会为了一件小事儿吵出这样的结果。不过会吵架我也不是没责任，毕竟事情因我而起，再怎么说我也有错。 还有好多事情想说，可是真的难以用字来表达，就酱吧。我想说得除了抱歉，我还想不到其他事情了。姐妹们，对不起，我错了。我不应该怪你们的。对不起。你们不原谅我，我无所谓，只是你们可不可以不要什么都不跟我说。如果你们不想接我电话或不想跟我说话你们就直接告诉我吧，不要不接我的电话，我会很难受。

学业与垃圾

上了高中我想我应该还是没变吧。还是一样不爱做功课，去到学校才人家的。已经三天了，连续三天都是这样。厚~~好懒要去念国语的小说哦。可是又不能不念，不念的话，我想我的下场应该很惨吧？国语的笔记有没抄。我快完蛋了！！！我真的很好奇那种乖宝宝怎样念书的啊？他们都没像我这类人一样，有懒惰的一天吗？他们真的很神耶。我看个十五分钟的书都想睡了，他们不会酱吗？真的很好奇耶。我完完全全无法像他们这样，念书。我想我会昏吧。我朋友也应该以为我发烧，而且是烧过度的那种。
今天老爸跟老妈都不在家，他们去KL玩去啦。哇咔咔咔~~电脑可以搬进房间完整天哦。开心死了！！！（^v^）
最后，。。。最后的最后。。。。最后的最后的最后。。。 (= = )终而言之，。。。完毕!!!

病了

可恶~~又病了。我记得小学时都不常生病的啊，怎么一上到中学，什么病都来啦。哄~~气死我了！！！还我现在都不太能呼吸（伤风ING TT）。好希望我的病能快快好，酱我就不用酱辛苦了。生病真的很累人耶。现在不只伤风，连咳嗽，喉咙痛也来。我的天啊~~我到底犯了什么狗屎运啊？！新的一年才开始我就病成酱。难道真的像命运书所写的那样，身体状况欠佳？（拜托~~不是欠佳，是差惨了。）还是神嫉妒我有非常健康的身体状况？我快烦死了！！！

新的生活，新的人生

新的一年的学校生活已经开始了。开学的第一天没啥特别，只是第一天就被朋友骗。（我交的那些果然是狐朋狗友TT) 被那个名‘表妹’的骗。可恶~~我们的级任还蛮严的，班级也在办公室旁边。（衰~~）来了两名新生，朋友想换班，等等之类的事。嗨~~最近忙到已经不知道该说些什么了。可以说每天都在外头补习，很迟才回家。就算回到家也累得不像话，一抱到枕头就呼呼大睡了。现在连我的休息时间也被剥脱拿去补习了。很显然的，高一的时间很难挨。我感觉我快晕倒了，我真的能撑到高二？（好奇+疑问中）好累，好累，好累啊！！！

家

心情很沉闷。心里藏着很多苦没说出来，让我很想大声哭喊出来。在别人的眼里我的却是一位生活在幸福里的小公主，可是隐藏在黑暗里的事实显示，这是个假像。在这幸福的背后我好想哭。我好累，我想就此休息。天生健康的我第一次羡慕起植物人和失忆人士。我好想学他们一样忘记和不用烦恼实际的事情。我很想离开这看似开明，实际却绑死人的地方。在这‘家’我并不受重视，我感觉到在这里我是多余。在这里他们需要的是我的坯子哥哥，和一位乖巧懂事的‘我’。我很好奇如果你们不重视我，为什么要生下我，让我感受这些暗处的苦恼？我真的很累。为什么现实的生活如此？为什么现实的生活不能简单一点，让我熬过去？为何要生下后对我如此的对待？难道你们能包容哥哥却不能包容我吗？不能原谅我做错事吗？不能原谅我考不好吗？不能原谅我不念书吗？不能原谅我对你们不敬吗？现在的我很痛苦，头脑里一直存在很多为什么。我是一个爱做梦的女孩，可是我身边的人都认为我是一位早熟的孩子。当是不觉得怎样，不过现在我发觉，我真的后悔，我长大了。